confused arab chick

yeah so i'm a crappy blogger of late
or maybe just in general

i'm exhausted, but have been meaning to write for a while.
so much has happened since the last time i posted- and yet none of it is worth writing about.

i just read my last post- about not being able to stomach another airplane. funny, since i got back i've been to Toronto and Ottawa despite swearing that I wouldn't leave Montreal all semester long.
tomorrow morning- day trip to Ottawa again.

And on Wednesday.. well, let's just say 10 days away and 4 airplanes are involved.
Clearly, I am sick.
I just want to be HERE. Why do I keep leaving? Can't seem to say no.

Anyway- my life?
I want it back. I think I'm getting it back. Although I have my ups and downs.
I've been on a roller coaster ride for a while now.


I have a severe case of senior-itis.
The last semester is so difficult, so emotionally grueling, so confusing.
The last thing a confused arab chick needs.

The good news is, I am, somehow, regaining my focus.
I am beginning to remember what I want and what I need to do to get there- lets just hope I don't let me get in the way of what me wants-